just a month before,i was held in his arms and felt his heart beat every second,but as i left him,our distance became further,and finally he made the decision which nearly killed me in the past few days.when the moment he said to break up,my tears were down,dat’s different from last time’s,it could not stop until i picked up the knife wanna to end my life.heh,i was really out of mind dat time,as if the world is nothing without him.but when i look back,wad’s the truth?he is nothing actually.i admit i love him as deep as the sea,but all these were not worth to continue any more since he gone.
however,i cannot forgive him cos yet he didn’t give me any reasons.this confused me and made me really upset,once again,i lost my love,dunno whether this is the last time or not……
life still needs on…..i won’t drown myself in tears once again,i swear……
